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actually i typed a paragraph of rantings on my life. but its gone and i am too lazy to type again. sian.

 

 work is official starting tomorrow and i am really worried. i guess tonight i will be losing sleep again therefore i refrain myself from having coffee today hoping that i can sleep better tonight. but i doubt so.

i know nuts about loans and that is what making me scared. i dun want get scolded for being stupid or incompetent so i hope that i can learn as fast as possible. i hope i can get things right and dun making careless mistakes cuz i dun wanna give people any room to find fault with me. i hope my in charge would be somebody real nice. she smsed me yesterday regarding the making of my name card. i think she seems pretty good over smses, like any ordinary young lady with the lols and emoticons filling the msgs. she even said that chee jeng's bro told her to call me 万娘娘, like wth, how did he get this name! i hope my colleagues will be good, i hope my clients will be good and i can build my network well in the shortest time possible. i hope money comes rolling in cause i am really in need of cash these days, actually i am always in need of money. i hope my shoes dun give way tmr as it always happen, so i went to bought a NEW pair in case. i dunno what to wear to report for work tmr, i dun have that much of formal wear. i think i will go dig a black dress. black and dress wun go wrong i suppose while i go observe what the ladies wear at work tmr.

too many i hope....which i doubt everything will come true.

i am mentally preparing myself to be bullet proof so that any form of scoldings and embarrassment wouldnt get to me and i wanna constantly remind myself that even if it gets to me i am not allowed to cry. i wanna make myself stronger, i think i've been crying too easily for the past 22 years. i need to toughen up and grow up. whatever that doesnt kill me makes me stronger. i will remember that.

.katherine hwaiting!!!!! 

Looking for jobs is seriously a chore. It is causing me a big headache! and i am having headaches more often these days which i dunno why.

 I've been camping in front of the com for like the whole day already. with or without motive, with a motive actually, just that i didn really wanna admit it.

results out today. didn sleep the whole night and when the sms for the results came in at 7.30, i checked it straight away and i was awake from then.made significant improvement my cap still falls below the honours range. but wells, i suppose i should feel satisfied already. since i am not planning on doing honours, i shall not be too greedy.

went for lunch to the perry and li jia most hated aijisen with mum in the afternoon. then shopped ard ait. saw a pair of sandals at charles and keith that i really liked. ever since my sandals officially died on me since the night at marina barrage, i've been hunting around for a new pair of sandals but sadly up till now, i haven found any to my liking. either the design is not that good or its not comfortable (i have a pair of really fussy feet, they can get blisters for the slightest discomfort), or too pricey. i shall see if i can get any in bangkok if not when i come back to singapore, i will grab that. hopefully its not sold out by then like the bloody pink wallet!

tmr i shld pack my waredrobe to prepare for new clothes coming in. and reply some emails. probably research a bit on UOB. the thought of the coming interview freaks me out man. after i return from bkk, its meiji work again, UOB interviews, if i dun get the job, its probably gonna be more interviews AGAIN!

wed would be visiting job agencies, korean bbq with li jia and cindy.

thurs: tuition and shrek at night?

friday: tuition in the morning and FLY!!


ps: perry teo, i think this is quite long an entry for u to read already! 

 i am so hungry now..shucks. i dunno if i can survive till dinner later. mr chen is still in office working lei..and there is no food at home which appetize me. sian. and i am god damn bored!!! had tuition in the morning,  then went all around to ta bao food for my sisters like a maid, i think i am the temp maid at home these days, mopping the floor, drying the clothes, folding the clothes except that i cant cook. and i am not paid! then after lunch, watched 下一站幸福 replay on tv with my sis while surfing the net. on watching 2nd time, i think  下一站幸福 is pretty lame and cheezy, but wells...then i received perry teo's email sent 3am when he was drunk and waiting for his hair to dry. it was hilarious. i think his brain is full of shit but nevermind, he made me laugh. surfed blogshops to see new collection despite me being ultra broke. i am reserving my dramas to next week so that there is stuff to keep me occupied next mon and tue at least. wed onwards will be roadshow. then watch super junior's bonamana performance, fb, blogs. shut my lappy and watched iris. the show is good and my sister dun appreciate it cuz apparently its too chim for her to understand. smsed mr chen to see if we are still meeting and he is gonna be in the office till late and since i've got absolutely nth to do and no company i'll still meet him after his work.  then went to take a half an hour nap, checked the time, it was 4pm. went online again, played bejewelled and i think my skills haf deteroriated but i dun care, its to kill time. the chit chat with sm online on her dbsk accounts and i almost died hear her describing. i envied her man! then i got nth to do again and i am feeling hungry seriously. i dun want my gastric to act up later. i realise this post is full of random stuff with no links or watsoever and is in a one paragraph shit. but who cares, its my blog! my eng is nvr fantastic anyways, i cant write well. read it if u want! hahahahaha..


i am hungry hungry hungry. forgot to mention my lunch was prawn mee AGAIN!

  for XIAH JUNSU!!!!

i cannot believe i actually went in the midst of examination period. worse still, i drag cindy along which supposedly made plans to study! my youngest sis went to and her friends were good enough to chop some place with good views. i am glad we followed her friend's advise and occupied the place near the exit rather than the entrance as it was way too crowded there. we reached there at about 8 and people were alr there since the afternoon, but no choice, i only received the news in the evening. mad a mad decision to go and called cindy up to ask her along.

being a sua gu first time chasing idols, i got a shocked when fans screamed when the management gave them the tix (i think) to zuno's show. and the management did it 2 times right in front of me!!! but well, its alright, i wouldn be free to go anyways and my main purpose there was for junsu!!! hahahaha..

surprisingly, i thought that all the screamings were damn exciting and fun. screaming for dunno how many times when there is no one out! and you hear funny comments from people saying "this time must be real, the screaming last so long!' HAHAHAHAHA.. well, i did see junsu and junho and was freaking high afterwards. i didn take any pictures or videos cause i prefer to see him with my own eyes and remember it! finally, i managed to see 1 out of 5 of the gods of the east! :)))))))    


                        

                                                               

 i belong to the kind of woman who does not know how to paint my nails. And, i think removing of nail polish is a chore. i only remove my nail polish cause i am afraid that my nails will rot. and even when i do remove the nail polish, i cant be bothered to remove it thoroughly. this is me!

i am just being called fat by an idiot and its really bothering me seriously!

chinese painting and calligraphy sucks, shldn have took chinese tradition!